I never really get any useful help when I post on here.

I feel like I can't talk to my therapist. She seems too old for me to be comfortable talking about Trans s**t. I'm not trying to be rude, but you know that generally older generations are less tolerant to LGBT type s**t.

I'm not comfortable talking to my family about being Trans or whatever the f**k I am. I'm not out to them yet. Only out as a gay female.

I have so much s**t on my mind yet I have nobody to talk to.

I don't want pity. But that's all I'll get here. And I can't talk anywhere else so I won't get anything from anybody else. But pity doesn't help. Death would be easier than dealing with this s**t. But I won't kill myself. F***ing b*llsh*t.