Ahahah... I am not entering the forum since I have been working a lot.
I have applied for voluntary practices in a research lab at a psych hospital....
It is possible to get better and have a meaningful life even if everything seems lost...
I remember about how ill I was 18 months ago I cannot believe how I did it. It just seems magical, but it is not, it was a lot of work, self growth, ther apy, reading, exercise, good eating, some meds, ...and a lot of willpower.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-