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Default Apr 26, 2018 at 04:55 PM
 
ok so, sorry if this gets long, i just need to share this somewhere
when i was 8 to 12 years old i was sure i was a boy, i was 100% sure that deep down in my skin, somehow i was a boy, when i hit puberty i hated that my boobs were growing and really frustrated that i got my period

after that i hit some sort of "numb state" in my life, i just didn't care about anythig anymore, was just trying to survive the day without jumping in front of a car. Years went by and i had lots of mental health problems to deal with, it felt like this being a boy feeling disappeared , But right now at 19, where i feel im in a less numb state,trying to think of a future and trying to treat myself better the dysphoria came back, i'm trying to hide my chest as much as i can, i've been searching about T and surgery and im really cofused
I'm i trans or is it my brain playing a trick on me again?? has anyone been in a similar situation?
even if not, thankyou for taking your time and reading ^^
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