Has anyone on here been on SSDI and managed to go back to work full time? I have been out of work for almost three years, and I want to go back. The problem is I still don't feel like I am completely ready. A part of me still thinks I should try though. It seems like I may be getting worse just sitting at home all day. I also feel like a loser for not working. Maybe I will feel better just trying to go to work. I know they have the ticket to work program, but I don't trust the government. It feels like it would be a trap. I also don't want to work part-time and collect SSDI because I feel they may screw me over and take my benefits. Anybody else struggle with this. Am I just being paranoid towards the government.