It was hot and sweaty and I feel so guilty for being my wife to so soothing foe them to stop.
I just didn't want feel this 1st thing in the morning, even though yesterdAy was great.

The thing that bothers me is that I had to self medicate. Something I would have enjoyed, but I still feel like. Crap and more antisocial than usual. Which is not like me. The vivid nightmare started 3 nights ago, and thought it was going to pass, all this because I tried MIRTAZPIN for bipolar and depressed.

I tried googling what I had and there's nothing.. just only for actually experienced because at what seemed like 3 hours. Every detail was real, as it seems..

I don't think woman whose get my reason for medication
. I will delete this soon if I'm wasting time and or a others found.

I feel so sick. Real sick