Well first off I have really poor anxiety. Navigating directions is a no no for me, and talking on the phone at work can be difficult.

However, when I get anxious and agitated I lash out with anger at people I care about. I don't want to, and it makes me sick thinking I hurt people I care about but sometimes I can't control it and I can't stop. Like if I get broken up with, I may send a barrage of nasty cursing messages or if I am dating someone and I tension or we are in an argument and I feel threatened. I hate it. I absolutely hate it. I am also very clingy, and have a hard time being alone. I NEED to be in a relationship and get agitated if someone cancels a date.

My insurance goes through soon, and I want to get on medication again and go to a therapist.