Yesterday was an awful pain day. My stress was sky high in the evening. I found out my best friend relapsed on alcohol (even the I had my suspicions) and was freaking out about losing the only real friend it feels like I have. I'm also trying to not take the tramadol, so I'm in a little more pain as it is. I was gonna go to church this morning and ended up sleeping too late. I'm gonna meet my mom for lunch after tho.