Sometimes. Usually when depressed. But there was also a time following a big public mixed meltdown (in a small town we had just moved to) that I hid in my apartment for 3 days before I went outside at all. Too mortified. I hear ya. It would be good to try to get out a bit though -- starting small of course -- out to get the mail, take out the garbage, short trips, maybe the library or something? What would you think of that?

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Mr. Robot

Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.

--The Cure