EXACTLY
I feel happy a bit now that someone understands me.
The problem here is that Muslims, especially in the Middle East, don’t treat ex Muslims so nice. We are hated by society and some people literally want to kill us.
It’s like you’re living in constant threat and you have to choose WISELY and CAREFULLY what friend to tell about you being an ex-Muslim.
Life isn’t fun anymore.
I’ve reached to a point where I over think too much. I’m in doubt constantly and every time I feel depressed or down it feels like I’m faking it, this pisses me off.
My whole system feels destroyed, I can’t feel nor express emotions like a normal person anymore…