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Originally Posted by Zehm
. . .But I don't feel alive. I don't feel much of anything, except a dull emptiness, inter spaced with pangs of longing for the past and rage at the world for alienating me so badly.
And that's where I am now. And frankly it all feels too big and too ruined to be able to be fixed. I don't really know where to turn from here.
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I'm a lot older than you. The mental health system IMO really doesn't get it. When I finally got that, yes, it was very late in my life. . .but. . .keeping on keeping on, I hope that things are better for you eventually. If the "professionals" don't get it, it's probably up to us. But. . .I've known some folks from support groups who have passed away without getting "better". I keep on keeping on, maybe what I learn about this process will help some others, maybe not. I hope you can find some peace to keep on keeping on, too.
