I have not been diagnosed with
Histrionic Personality Disorder but im pretty sure i have it.
I never believed i could be sick or something, always thought i was right, my emotions and thoughts but someone made me look back at things and i finally looked things with an open mind. The symptoms are all there for a long time now. I have been reacting this way since i was 15 as far as i remember. I feel some or most of my memories are blurred and maybe that's a defense mechanism and even now i forget memories but not the feelings which leave me feeling so much confused and worthless.
These past days i was so depressed and irritated and thats when i thought of coming on here but right now as im writing this all i feel emotionless..
But im still trying to figure myself out.
I very much relate to the symptoms of bpd and hpd but im not diagnosed with any of these disorders yet. Cant get a psychologist