I almost wish something would take mine away but only almost. I'm on Prozac too, and tegretol. It only takes a breeze to change mine into action mode or three smell if certain women. It's very difficult to mentally have to turn off that part of myself during my time at the gym or most other places.
I'm sorry that you don't have a gay community there. I live in Kentucky and there are quite a few non-straights around here. I've been to a gay club for the drag show and had a delightful time.