Yes I do. As a child I learned I am not worthy. I was taught my role in life.

As an adult I am not able to connect with anyone beyond the level of acquantaince or work colleague. It is shameful to say I even feel unable to connect to my children but I do my best to fake it. But how can they not know that?

I am unworthy at everything, in every aspect.

I believe that every human being is worthy of love and respect.


At the same time I am so aware of my failure as a member of the human race. I don't know how to human. I was taught I am less than *****.