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Originally Posted by guileless
At other times, it's like a rollercoaster where sometimes I think I can figure it out myself; then other times I think I need to resolve it directly with him. I'm a the point where I'm trying to decide whether or not to resume the therapy to resolve the issue. The risk is that I could be worse off from doing so.
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I figured it out on my own, and to me that is the point. None of the therapists I saw had any great insights, about anything, and ending the charade with these phonies and neurotics was the answer. Seems one risk of re-engaging is tapping into a bottomless pit of thoughts and feelings, and where does it end. Main issue for me is therapist cut me off before I could finish telling her what a mess she'd made and how I felt about that. I think this was the only therapeutic part, because by talking back to her, the hierarchy was dissolved. She could not stand it, and that was the end.