I have long accepted the fact that I'm both loveable and hateable. I think I leave a sour taste with most people once they get to know me. I generally hit it off right away with people or not at all. I'm not bothered by it though bc I also hate crowds and have a deep dislike for a lot of people. Too many fakes walking around , it makes my intuition shiver. I didn't always like my parents bc they didn't take time to understand or know me , I'm ok with that also. I did love them for doing the best with the skills they had, life isn't a fairytale and I don't have princesses syndrome. I'm realistic with high expectations that most ppl will never meet. My parents couldn't possibly have met my needs, v few ppl can.


Yes I feel worthy of everything life gives me, good or bad.[emoji4]