That's what I love about the friendly universe. It doesn't throw things at you that you can't handle eventually. Sometimes you just need to put some things on the back burner until they can be dealt with.
Tomorrow I'm going to go to therapy and come up with a plan on how to deal with the tramadol and soma withdrawals that are upcoming. I thought about just not going to therapy but my husband said it would be the perfect time to go. So gonna take tramadol and soma in the morning, go to therapy and run my errands and come home and scream. Will keep screaming till the withdrawals are over. haha. So maybe 2 weeks? If I get snappy that's why. I pre apologize for any hurt feelings during my withdrawals. I have stocked up on sugary stuff so hopefully I an offset things a bit and got some kratom and have CBD. If all else fails I have a stockpile of saphris and will just sleep. I have to remind myself things will be ok and this is only temporary. Things will get better.