I guess I'll just say I hit rock bottom recently. I thought things were bad a few years ago but I realized it's about 10 times worse now... anyway.. my doctor is referring me to a nutritionist. She had done that a few years ago but I never followed through with it but I'm going to this time. I'm starting to feel optimistic about things. One of my meds was increased too and that's supposed to help. I feel okay today, I feel like I am ready for things to change.