overeating on sweets.

that's what I've been doing for much of yesterday and all of today (blah)

plus I must have had a pretty severe switch last night, because my first thought was.. I wish I was here, and not here anymore, I wish this happened in my life, and this and this, it all did happen to me 8 months ago- and I didn't remember a thing.

still believed I was living with my abusers, when the fact is lots has happened since then