Hi sometimes psychotic... well yes i understand what you mean. The doc thinks its better for me to get medication immediately if something goes wrong. Instead of possibly developing a serious psychosis. The thing is that its true that when i get psychotic i refuse medication.

But still, i live in a country in europe and i would be taken to a restricated class. Not fun at all. Somehow i dont feel ok to sign such a paper. Who would tell the symptoms? I still have to live with my parents and i would freak out at the possibility that if i have an argument with my mom she'll say im having problems. There are a lot of psychosocial factors involved. I would not be able to feel ok under pressure of such impending doom