I have sex, and it feels good.
Frequently, I orgasm, but do not lose my erection and continue toward several more orgasms, sometimes six or seven before I completely lose my ability to continue, but not usually my erection.
Sometimes, I can't keep interest long enough to insert it in her. I just get bored and quit.
All that said, I'm bipolar type one with ADHD and PTSD, and was molested as a child by older kids.
Sometimes I have flashbacks during sex and have to stop. Sometimes the flashbacks are bullies, sometimes not.
Sometimes, and it usually accompanies the continued erection, I feel very angry toward my past and myself and sometimes my partner and it's like I can't eff her fast enough or hard enough or long enough.
I need to address all this more with my regular therapist, but how much of this is normal and acceptable or desirable and what isn't? I think I might be becoming addicted to sex but that could also be the bipolar, because I've also always been hypersexual.