I just need to vent. Today is just not a good day for me.
I'm so over food controlling me. I eat constantly, hide trash, feel sick...and all I want is to be my old self. I've gained 100lbs since I had my daughter 4 years ago. Im depressed, high blood pressure, and every year at my doctor appointment I'm scared she will say I've developed diabetes. How is this not enough to make me change?! Ioined weight watchers, but, I never last long and I just skip the meetings when I know I haven't lost.
Annnnd, I have nothing else to say. Just needed to get it out there.