I appreciate the thought. I actually do work full time. And I keep busy with various commitments. It doesn't help ..it's like it's constantly on my mind. I could probably liken eating to drugs, and getting a fix. Near the end of my work day, I'm focusing on where I'm going to get my next fix. If I have a late work day, I drop my daughter off at school and head to the grocery store to grab enough food for a small army that I'll go home and consume before leaving for work. I'm constantly tired and feeling sick. I hide things from my husband - trash, bills. I spend so much focus on feeding my child healthy so she doesn't end up like me. I'm just so over it, I don't know what it'll take for that switch to flip so I think "Ok, it's time for a change".