One of my posts also said that I was in counseling. I havent been in there since tge Wednesday before Labor Day. I am usually scheduled every Mon. and every Wed. That following Monday was labor day, the Wed of that week I had a medical procedure (I wanted to have it done before i lost my medical ins, along with disability benefits) Then i showed up for my appt at 8am Mon of this wk and apparently 1 hour before my appt time, she cant make it, fine. I just didnt go today. Maybe for many reasons but not sure why. This woman will not go out of her way to try to get my into another time slot if either she or I misses one. She is also like 6 years younger than I am which fine again but why not offer suggestions instead of just letting me lead the whole thing? I am going to contact the Universalist Unitarian Church in my town. Something positive and something i have been interested in for a while now