apart from my depression (which is very deepp at the moment for some unknown reason), I have been present and " in the now

well... most of the time

their's like a 2 hour time slot yesterday afternoon where I'm not sure what happened
I choked on my dinner yesterday and was actually disgusted by it, the taste will take ages to get out of my mouth (it is still their)

I didn't sleep

today I have to fix my chest of drawers because one of the drawers collapsed

well, I say I have too, for now all the clothes can just go on my side as I don't have motivation to do it