unaluna I think you've hit the nail on the head with that "She regrets life".

But, does she really regret life? That must mean she really does not like being alive. Do you think so? I sometimes see her talking the way she does and see her eyes are empty without any happiness, hope or love. She is just hanging in there. And I can't bear to see her like this.

I get very sad when I see her almost lifeless. What should I do? What can I do? My whole childhood I've seen her sad and now she's empty too. It makes me feel wretched. It makes me think of this world we live in as a piece of ****. The society that we've built is worthless if it wasn't able to help innocent people like my mother be happy. I can't think of what I want to, or what I should, do.