T says consider going IP but been there, done that and I don't want to. Tho I might be safer there or feel safer, I know the ropes and it's all an illusion.
She knows she can't help me when I spin too far out, but I'd rather spin out in comfort. She said she's not at the point where she feels she really needs to push me, but would prefer if I go on my own.
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