I don't think my pdoc knows the severity of it. He just keeps telling me, "Mindfulness." And I tell him I've done that and continue to try it but I can't do it 100% of a day. It's gotten to the point where I have almost no break from it. I'm taking all of my meds like I should, I've made sure of it, but now I'm wondering what the point is with all of this happening.

I'll tell myself it isn't real but I'm afraid it'll get even worse. I promise I'll go to my pdoc immediately if I can't tell the difference anymore.