My insurance company approved the deep TMS therapy with the Brainsway machine and I start next week. Just knowing I am going to start something new is making me feel some better already because I have some hope. I am also nervous about it because it does hurt and I have fibromyalgia which means that I have a very low tolerance to pain. So there’s that. But if I am one of the ones that benefits from it, it will be worth it. If I am not, I will likely be even more depressed than before because this is my last legal and practical hope. The only other thing is marijuana which is illegal where I live and even if it wasn’t, I cannot begin to afford it.
So I am hoping this works for me. I will update this thread with my experiences and thoughts as I go through so if anyone else is considering it they can learn from my experience, good bad or indifferent.
Going to try to get some sleep soon.