today I found out from a long time friend that one of the people she knew for 5 years (and I knew too), passed away

she emailed me asking for my support on the whole thing, because she's devistated and saddened by the loss- which honestly shocks me a little, when this guy was alive, he did nothing but boss us both around and go on about how he was better than both of us- so I am trying to support her, though it's difficult when I don't feel anything myself, and she's upset over someone who she hated

I got a phone call today from someone else I used to know, randomly rang me to tell me she got a new job at a furniture store. I was thrilled to hear from her, and we had a small catch up

had my shower today, and as usual felt gross after, really itchy and sore as well.

feeling okay mood wise I guess, despite realising that another week has passed and i've done **** all with my life and the time given to me. makes me wonder why I keep living, but their we go... some people are