Well, I did it! I went on my trip. When I got up this morning and even at the airport waiting for my flight, I had feelings of dread. It got to the point that I couldn't believe that I got on the plane. There were times when I thought that I couldn't go that far. I got to my destination and got a rental car. It was a long drive after a fairly long flight. I made it! I didn't have the depression and panic attacks like I thought I would. I'm at a place that I have never been to. After the flight and then the drive, I thought I was dreaming. I even told myself that I have to wake up from this dream. No, this is real!

I still wonder what the rest of the time will be like being where I am. So far it's going pretty well. I hope it stays that way. Oh, and by the way, I was told by the manager at the place I'm staying at that the Wi Fi won't work inside my place. Well, it is!