I used to believe I was sick, at best, deeply troubled (re my porn outlet) now though, I've learned, my "habit" has helped me explore many things, and that's isn't depraved, if anything, watching porn (imho) is a healthy and natural way of satisfying ones curiosity and your genuine needs. It's wise not to become dependent on it. In my book? If all your doing, is watching, and acting out on yourself, no real harm is being done. I actually admire you, for sharing this. Ty xx