I filed for divorce years ago but didn’t finalize it for certain reasons. I regret
not going all the way. I tried to save a 30 yr marriage after a few years of separation. I got better but she didn’t. It pains me every day to think that I
may have to leave. But now I have so much invested in this thing.
Financial, emotional, etc..... Some people will NEVER change. And I stress never because I’m living proof that some do. I suffer from depression but try and hide it. I’m not happy. People say just leave. It’s not that simple. I have no physical or emotional contact with my wife. I’m just going to say this now. Where are all the supposedly lonely people out there ? I can’t find them. I have no friends.
No one to talk to. If there’s anyone out there who would like to talk please private message me. I really need to talk to someone who knows the meaning of feelings and loneliness.