LT

You have a good point, while I think it's common in general for attachment to have this issue, I think in this case, you might be right.

I can't deal with the thought of my therapy ending and I don't have a date. If I fixate on it, I start to pull away and get more defensive... so everyone might react different

OP, maybe bring this up.

Although I think this may be an issue you have long after therapy, it seems to be hard to "Get rid of" so to speak