I've been emotionally neglected as a child. And am feeling the pain as an adult and it's excruciating... My family doesn't want to help me they leave me to figure it out on my own. Like this is why I dnt feel good enough for anyone or anything like I feel like I dnt deserve to live. I feel like I dnt deserve to be happy. It's hard to try and change myself if I'm thinking I'm not good enough for the world. I dnt love myself b3cause my family doesn't show love for me., they negelect me so I learned to neglect myself. I dnt even care abt myself cuz no one cares abt me. I'm tired of feeling so negelected and hating myself. I just want to end my life because that's what my family will want anyway