Hi Lexy,

I'm sorry that you're experiencing so much pain.

You grow up thinking that your parents and family are supposed to love you forever and unconditionally, and when the reality is the opposite you feel disappointed and hurt. But just remember that nobody gets to choose their parents. It's pure chance. You don't have to be like your parents and don't have to feel like you need them in your life just because they had sex and produced you as an offspring. Toxic people are toxic people - don't feel like you're obligated to love and be loved by your family just because of biological circumstances.

If you have loving, caring parents, that's great. You're one of the lucky ones.
If you don't, I know it's not fair but you have to accept that and be your biggest supporter.

Love yourself so you won't need anyone else to.
Live your life so you can say you made it all on your own and be proud of that.