Hello Zaina: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral.

I'm sorry you are being treated so poorly. No one should have to endure the kind of abuse you describe in your post. Yes, as you mentioned, perhaps it's true you "push your mother's buttons". But that does not excuse physical abuse. And you certainly cannot be blamed for your poor eyesight.

One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest to you would be the relationships & communication forum. Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/rela...communication/

And then here are links to some articles, from PsychCentral's archives, on the subject of how to deal with toxic parents & difficult relatives:

15 Signs You Have Toxic Parents | Happily Imperfect

10 Tips for Dealing with your Toxic Parents | Happily Imperfect

Are Your Parents Toxic?

How to Deal with Difficult Family Members

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.