Hello
I have die gnoses anorexia and have been doing outpatient for 1.5 years. I just reacently statted university. But I still have my same treatment team since my school is only 25 min from home.
I just feel so tired of trying to recover. Constantly trying to challenge my thoughts and restriction makes me feel like crap. I hate myself all the time. I really want to stop, but I can’t because my parents will pull me from college if I do. I just feel like I have no choice to even just take a break. I don’t know what to do anymore.