Hi riptide53,

I would suggest going to meetings you haven't been to before. Even meetings in another city or online. At some point you will surely find someone you can relate to. Just because you can't relate to someone else's story doesn't mean you are denying your own alcoholism. Clearly you aren't in denial because of all the work you are doing. Are you being too hard on yourself? Maybe it means you need to give your story away more so that others will here a "different" story. Service helps. Take it easy........and have a wonderful abstinent day.

Suzanne