beauflow: thank u for your excellent post, here! I really appreciate it & I'm going to reply to u, another day. Promise. I just wanted to write here that I'm sort of worried. We have to put our dog down at vet's probably tomorrow. He has a tumor on his head and so he's sick and dying. He's had seizures. So, we're hopefully going to take care of this tomorrow. I just looked up info. There's a vet here open on sunday. I'm afraid cuz I've been craving alcohol, that this might push me to drink, again. This will be a test of my sobriety. I'll write more later. Thanks for reading.