(((ShovelHead)))
I am so sorry about your furrybabby
Sending many many hugs and supportive vibes.
Animals can bring so much to us humans.
You do what you need to do for you and your dog... I am so sorry though that it's like this though.
I am sorry again ...
Please keep reaching out when you're ready.. take your time with your emotions and self.
I believe you seeing in yourself and the worry, has so much power and in a way is preparing you for what may come.
One of the best pieces of wording I've found with grief is -- grief over lose is love... it's painful but it is love.
Grief is not punishment
And there's no time limit with grief.
Many well thoughts, many strong vibes.