So I am curious about some issues I had when I was married and some issues I know will arise once I am sexually active again. When I first starting having sex I was really cautious about semen. I would immediately have to clean up my theory was that if it leaked out my underwear onto something I would recontaminate mys3lf or someone else. Its the same with my body fluids as well. I hate semen though. Find it absolutely disgusting. When I was married I couldnt even be touched down there then somewhere else because I would feel contaminated all over my body. It makes sex difficult and not worth it. Anyway is this normal?