I was heavily bullied as well, both in elementary school and beyond. Even today there are a couple of people I run into occasionally who will give me a hard time. It makes me feel powerless, humiliated and frankly stupid. When I was 12 I took out all my anger on a disable kid (who was incredibly intelligent, by the way) and got caught and severely punished. I deserved it, but nobody ever stood up or helped me when I needed it. Nobody ever got punished. As a result, I'm still p----d. I even have revenge fantasies and I'm worried about my mental sanity. I just wanted to tell you that the others have given you some very sound advice, I could put it into practice myself. I really need to heal my injured sense of justice and I need to dispel the need to hurt those people back.