((((Shindler)))) I'm so sorry you're suffering. I don't know if this is ADHD, honestly. The only way to know for sure is to get a proper diagnosis... so I'd suggest to go to a doctor and see how it goes from there. That way, you'll know for sure and you'll get the help you need and deserve (whether it's ADHD or not). Do you see a therapist? I'm so sorry