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Originally Posted by nels13245
share your experience with coming out the tunnel of depressive life battles.
weather its a full recovery or you've just
Came along way.
Have you gone from hating life to loving it ?
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back in 2005,
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I came very close to death. I attempted on my life, and ended up in the hospital for a very long time
well, during that time, the nurses and doctors under my care didn't think I'd make it- and called a priest in to the hospital to read me the last rights
it was a scary situation to be in, it was christmas eve, my parents had refused to come and see me- I had no friends to see me, I had verry little to live for- and my body was shutting down really fast- faster than they had imagined
it was a long night of people by my bedside getting me to breav and to talk to them and to just move slightly so they knew I was alive
I'm not sure how, but I survived that- after I was released from the hospital, I was still ill- and had to be cared for a lot by nurses for a few months (but at home), as I was still a real risk to myself, but begged to go home.
I lost my parents, my education, a lot of things- but I held on to my life.
since then I've attempted 4 more times- 2011, 2013, 2016 and 2017, but that could have been it back in 2005, and I'm sort of glad it wasn't
yeah I've lost a lot of important things that probably would have helped me, but I have the most important thing.. and that's my life