@healingme4me
Two months from signing divorce, one year ago my dear h. was subsituted by a monster I never knew; then there were months of fighting, he used the worst words and actions I could ever imagine.
“Tu quoque Bruto?” So, the worst betrayal was from the person who promised to take care of me. For these and other reasons, I don’t miss him. He was the one who could destroy my life, and he tried to do. I don’t miss him.
The problems are grief for general betrayal (not only cheating), the anger, the lost future, as I tried to build it. Everything will be different, don’t know if better, I hope really not worse.
I know it will take time to heal. I don’t know how long.
We were together from about 15 years. No child. He started everything, separation and divorae.
I’ve been like a rock in the sea. Never moving, never crying, never screaming.