Quite honestly, I've never even thought about this, but certain behaviors of mine make me think that I've been living with the unconscious conviction that I'm unworthy. I'm always surprised, incredibly so, when people are nice to me. Somebody seduced me once and I ground to a halt. I have a very hard time recognizing my positive traits. I can't even see them, to be honest. I blame all of this on my parents being rarely there for me when I was a kid and to nearly-incessant bullying in elementary and middle school (well, I get bullied nowadays as well, but that's another story)