Fred asked me directly one night
After we had been on town:
There has to be a reason
Why you got ill because
You were not a druggie
Like a lot of them up there
Were you attacked, that way
When you were young?
And I was hesitant and
He said just tell me.
And I say someone attempted to
But I can't tell you.
Like many I blamed myself.
For letting myself be alone with them.
And I thought that this person
Was just using me as,
I was too ugly to be their girlfriend.
They never went through with it,
But they tried many many times.