Sometimes the thought of getting to the bottom of my obsession scares me. Sex is how i cope and get through ups and downs, i need it. If i get better, how will i cope? How will i deal with difficult situations? Like a drug, having it makes me want more, it gets me going, gives me chills down my spine and nothing else matters in that moment. I feel secure knowing i can always depend on sex to pick me up, even if just for a moment. Do i not want to get better? Do i want to be an addict?
Am I alone?