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Azzurrella
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Member Since: Nov 2018
Location: Italy
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Default Nov 29, 2018 at 06:56 PM
 
Yesterday I talked with a great friend. She told me to think to the mud I’ve been in the last 12 months, and if I really could accept in my life a person for whom it would be better if I died, if I would love a person who hurt me in a such way (so much and so badly).
I wonder if I will pass my life thinking about it, and wondering how was it possible he hated me so much. There are no answers, I’m sorry.
And it is easy to say that only with my will I’ll go pass this struggle. It’s only my will, easy to say. I have the will, but not the force.
I feel as I was looking my home burning. Yes, it happened, but I can’t believe, I can’t realize. I’m feeling like I’m looking to my life as through an open window, from the outside.
I think I’d like only to sleep and forget.
I’ve always been so strong. Now I’m weak and I’m going to be ill.
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