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Old 12-09-2018, 10:42 AM
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Alright, continuing. End up seeing a psychiatrist. Got put on 25 mg of Zoloft as a trial. Started to cut, I felt like I was only getting worse. I probably am. I talked to friends but nothing convinced me not to. I sort of just... gave up. I don't want to fight against it anymore even though I should. I'm making everyone around me upset. Maybe I'm just trying to get attention.

Maybe there isn't really anything wrong with me. It's selfish that I'm not thinking of the effects these things have on anyone else. That I just decided to stop trying. I don't resist falling into the anxiety, I don't resist wanting to cut. And nobody can convince me to.

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